Broken ……

Nowadays I find myself hesitate before writing the truth down ….. but I can’t change what this is. Like taking the photos, this is me, my soul, my heart, the things I want to remember, come what may. Tonight, the highs of Wonderland being published are washed away by the loss of her yet again. It’s raining, it hasn’t stopped for what feels like days and my heart is drowning in this swirl of memories.

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1 year on …..

I’m meant to be writing about the project, I’m behind with the words and the pictures are taking so long to edit.  There is so much to do and right now I’m sitting here just falling apart for the millionth time this month. She died one year ago tomorrow and I can’t pull myself together. I’m so tired, I’m sadder than I can remember, I have felt like this for so, so long, to the point where I feel I can’t even tell anyone any more

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‘The Queen’ & ‘The Chrysalis’s Child’

The Queen‘The Queen’

It’s late, I’m so tired….. writing, editing, taking the pictures and trying to cope with a full time job is harder than I thought. I have so much to say, but for now please bear with me, this entry is nothing like it should be, but it is all I can manage right now ….

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‘Once Upon A Time’

“Once upon a Time”

‘Once upon a Time’ was how it all began, It was early August, we had just started Wonderland, and Saturdays meant I would always be out researching for new locations in the woods near my home. I would spend hours wandering with my camera hunting for trees with interesting bark and twisted branches

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Crystal Fighters shoot

‘Mimi’

So this is it….. The Crystal Fighters shoot. I’m waiting on hearing about other magazines using the pictures… there’s a possibility of them getting in The Sunday Times, which would give me good cause to pass out with excitement!

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