Sorry ….

everything lay still

I can’t keep up with all the emails I have been sent……… i just want to say I’m sorry and thank you for your kind, kind words. I have read them all, and I am so touched with the personal stories people have shared with me. Every one of them is so dear to my heart…….. things are just too hard right now, my heart is breaking.

Fragile……

Fragile
‘Fragile’

It was late and my train had left without me.
Another night when the relentless weight of her was all I could feel pulling my every step to the ground.
This hurts more than I can ever say…….
He came towards me, a human mirror, made of cloth and bone.
A faded life… forgotten.
A silent fragment of utter sadness, shuffling in circles, avoiding the footsteps of others.
We stood together, eyes glazed under the neon that swallowed us both…
He was all I felt, and all I now have ahead of me to fear,
He had been left behind……….

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My Angel

My Angel‘My Angel’

So we set out at 4.30am, she was naked apart from a borrowed dressing gown and Ugg boots, and I was dressed like a ninja in black leggings and a roll neck, armed with a small knife. We pulled up beside the children’s playground; she kept the engine running whilst I ran across the tarmac and hacked at the thick stalks of the white flowers growing in the council flower beds

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Ascot

The last dance‘The Last Dance’

There’s not so much to write  about my trip to Ascot. It was purely for work, to research what the women were wearing on the famous ‘Ladies day’ …… I spent most of my time following around women wearing my designs, asking them to pose for our studio research pictures.

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Hong Kong Streets + a little good news

Ladies choice.......‘Ladies Choice’

My posts are a little back to front and upside down at the moment, so sorry for the jumping around from one country to another…… I’m still working on the Hong Kong pictures, but I thought I’d share some of them with you before it all feels too stale……..

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Turning 32 (Barcelona)

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He took me away from it all…… It was my birthday and escape was the best present I could have hoped for. He chose a beautiful apartment and looked after me, like he always has done.We expected sun but were followed by the English rain,

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Electric Haze Fades Through Me

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The rain has followed me………..It seems to have the strangest effect on my mood……. It makes me reflect, think about people, memories…all the things that have been going on in my life. It mixes them into one constant stream which flows through my veins…. through this body, awake at all the wrongs times, distracted by the rain….yet soothed by this night-scape.

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