Thank you………

For the first time ever, I’m awake to see the sunrise as I fly home from another draining business trip to China. The first glimmers of the dawn are breaking across the horizon, as I stare out from the darkness of my blanket cocoon.

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Moving on…..

Just to say I know I’ve been quiet, but I’m still here, slowly moving on. I’m getting better, and it seems I’m finding some balance again with my grief. I spent Christmas creating beautiful madness, we built the biggest prop I have ever used, as well as making costumes, researching and finally shooting 3 new character set ups for Wonderland.

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Today was a good day ………

 

I know that things have sounded very sad recently and I can’t hide it when I feel that way. This week has been one of the hardest I can remember since losing her last year. I’ve been off work and rattling around the house, trying to rest and pull myself together.

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Broken ……

Nowadays I find myself hesitate before writing the truth down ….. but I can’t change what this is. Like taking the photos, this is me, my soul, my heart, the things I want to remember, come what may. Tonight, the highs of Wonderland being published are washed away by the loss of her yet again. It’s raining, it hasn’t stopped for what feels like days and my heart is drowning in this swirl of memories.

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